Taste of poetry ....

Message to you cus Letters are too long . Could’ve wrote a rap but I ain’t in love enough to make a song

Now call me wrong when I say get nasty. I get disrespectful. I get rowdy. 

Tell me some u already don’t know bout me ? 

Bussing windows , putting holes in the wall

You bring the devil out me 

You don’t like me . Despite the bullshit you never knew about me

Same shit I been hearing for  years

You don’t fuck wit me 

Saying it through to tears , so chill 

I could honestly give a 2 fucks how you feel 

Because you never asked me how many nights I cried

Like i dont got shit to swing on you for

Lying and shit

Yeah you lied 

In and out my heart, in and out my door

Fuck you 

So many nights I tried 

Cus I love you 

When you call me , I still got a thing for you 

I turned my phone on silent for them

But the ring on for you

Put on ring on me , put a ring on you

So many reasons to swing on you

You was my first 

My best and my worst

The one who drove me through the dirt because despite all the pain,

I wanted to make it work . 

You didn’t. Sometimes you did.

But who we kidding , baby I need consistency 

I needed you to love me everyday but you barely kissed me

Saying I’m not submissive when I do all the apologizing

Saying I’m not submissive enough when I do the real crying

You not supportive enough. You don’t show me no interest.

You couldn’t care any less about my work,

Ignoring me when I talk

Waiting on me to finish

Never with me.

We don’t match. 

I thought we did but who we kidding 

No matter how much I say I love you 

You don’t listen 

Because on my mama I should swing on you

On my mama I should smack you 

Lemme relax

I get carried away . 

Burdens and the past on my bacc lemme move out way

Better yet , out yo way

You say I’m in yo way, I remember I wrote a poem two years ago and you was still in the same place

Same spot , same position

You always wanna catch me slipping , 

I got a new bitch, fatter ass and new position 

My dumb ass might still Throw it all away if you just say you with me 

Fuck 

It’s Unfortunate I got a thing for you 

Dumb ass bitch

I might swing on you 

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